Dream.........
19:31 Apr 25 2006
Times Read: 727
I had the wierdest fuckin dream last night. It just came to me.
I was in a ship with a LOT of people.
I was friends with someone on the ship.
She had kids.
All a sudden the ship went down.
People were dying and floating around.
I was running around trying to find her kid.
Then all a sudden I was walking amongst these dead bodies.
Trying not to touch them.
Then as I was standing near the end of the room. They all started to float to the top.
*twitch*
Creepy
I dunno what to think of it.
I kept scootchin back on the bed feeling I was gunna fall off.
I need to look at my dream book. Probably something twisted.
DEAD Seeing something dead in your dream suggests you are realising that some part of yourself, or your feelings, are no longer expressing fully. In fact you may have killed that part of you by denying it, repressing, or freezing it from normal life. The 'death' may even have been caused by a painful experience. But even so, it still means you have made a decision - perhaps unconscious - to shut out that part of your life. This can also relate to a lost opportunity or potential.
DEATH Death is an everyday part of life. So dreams often use it to illustrate leaving something behind, such as childhood or a relationship. Also parts of ones feelings sometimes die. Our love for someone might die for instance, and so our dream illustrates this with a death, perhaps of that person. Some teenagers dream of their parents dying as they start to become independent. This is a form of killing of dependent feelings about their parents as a means of growth. This happens in some relationships too, where we want to break with the person.
Death is also something we sometimes create into a frightening spectre. It is something we all face. So some dreams in which we actually die, are a means of experimenting with meeting death. If we do not do this, if we are frightened of death and have not worked out a relationship with it, then we will not live fully and daringly. But in our dream life, death usually holds in it the promise of change or regeneration-rebirth is some way.
What is dead may also depict what is past. It therefore carries traditional experience and wisdom. For instance the farmer today unconsciously uses the collective experience of humanity in farming. What innovation he does today his children or others will learn and carry into the future, even though he is dead. See
WATER Water usually denotes your flowing feelings or ability to responds. It can thus be emotions, desires, moods, depending how the water appears in the dream.
If it is muddy it means your feelings are influenced by outer circumstances, worries, material problems, or values.
If clear and sparkling it symbolises faith, fearlessness, purity of feeling, hope and joy.
Water takes the form of any vessel that contains it. So it represents your ability to be influenced either by fears, force, understanding or ignorance, love or duty, and so on. This is important as it means your anxieties direct the torrent or energy called emotion. As emotions can heal or kill this is something that needs care.
CHILD Usually refers to youthful memories, or attitudes that still live on in you. If we become a child in a dream, it may be you are feeling immature in some way. The child also means what is growing and eager in your, what is vulnerable and perhaps easily influenced in its growth. The dream events will give you insight into what is happening to your 'child' self.
SHIP This often represents your feelings about your journey through life and what you meet. It can also show what is happening in a relation-ship. In some dreams it may show hopes of change, new things. See: Boat.
Shipwreck is personal breakdown, being unable to cope with life.
Umm.. I think I just confused myself.
So basically I want a break from someone because I can't deal with my life, and I can't express my feelings.
FUCK.. I sound like a whiney emo.
Nice
Fakes...
21:46 Apr 14 2006
Times Read: 788
I LOVE people that are fake.
The fake lives.
The fake times.
The fakness of who they they are.
Those are the kind of people that make me realize things.
Funny how people can believe things fabricated in this mind.
Fairy Tales...
Fairy Tales aren't true.........
I am living proof of that.
What would you do??
03:32 Apr 10 2006
Times Read: 808
What would you do if you were driving down the street and seen a plastic bag on the side of the road? Has it happened to you before? Did you stop? Did you see trash out of it?
What would you do if you actually found a dead body in a bag?
Well, let me tell, it is not all cool like it is said to be.
This weekend my best friend, her brother, and myself went driving down a dirt road. I seen a white bag on the side of the road. I laughingly said something about a dead body being in the bag. We turned around and parked next to the bag. It was about 10 feet from the side of the road. So little bro got outta the backseat and broke off a stick. He poked around the bag. He got a bone from inside the bag and moved it towards the car. It looked like a knee bone. I got out. He poked at the bag somemore. Next thing you know something that looked like a pelvis bone, another long bone, and a few fragments fell out. Then suddenly a red shirt with blood on it fell on the ground. We freaked and looked at it closer. There was no animal hair on the bag. I have seen dear or animal hair after it has been cleaned, my grandfather was a hunter. We flipped the bag over again. It smelled of decay, there was something that resembeled bodily fluids in the bag. On one bone there was LONG hair. It looked as though the bones awere cut. Like this is just some of the remains and the rest are yet to be found.
They were sending someone out there as we left. They are sposed to call me and let me know the outcome. I have a bad feeling about it.
I really don't think it was an animal in a bag. The bones were to human looking.
I am nervous for the phone to ring. It is horrible. If it is someone, I am glad that I found them so maybe thier family can get some closuer.
If it isn't then it is better to be safe then sorry.
It is still trippy.
But, I tell you this, I will never stop and look at a plastic bag on the side of the road again.
*Edit and Update*
I have just returned home from picking up my best friend. Seriously everytime I look at the side of the road and see some kind of bag I start to flip out. There was something on the news in Lansing about remains being found. But, not sure if it is the ones we have found or not. Our friend that is "gifted" says she knows it was a young girl. I thought that too when I was looking at the bag. Mel had a dream a few days ago we found a body.
This is really tripping me out. I keep getting chills and just feel like seriously freaking out.
I almost started crying on the car ride back.
I know we have helped set the spirit free of someone that was murdered and brought closure to a family, which is great. But, how long before the shock and freaking out stops.
This is the first time I have said it but, I am scared.
Scared of what I am not certain.
I hope the girl has come to rest and found herself released from the horrid spot she lay.
The world is a scary place..
this is proof.
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